已经这好久没有写我的 Blog ...
I don't have much reader thus I guess it won't be of any issue!Previously I ignore all the SMS and calls.
I just wish to be alone during that period.
On the day I announced " Officially cancel my ROM", it's was a very harsh decision but at that moment.
All I can think of is that!!!
How irresponsible!
How could a "husband to be" do such things.
I allow my man to drink but not to this kind of extend!!!!
From that night onwards, I detest and have phobia of him going out to drink.
After so long....that's the very first time he say sorry!
I've been longing to hear this word everytime we had a tiff BUT not this time.
It didn't work anymore for this incident.
Sorry cannot mend the tears and worried I had for the whole dam night.
Indeed he compensate for his wrong doing by treating me exceptionally nice.
I love the love that was showered on me but not from compensation and out of his guilt.
A Gf told me: you have to learn to "close 1 eye"!!!
WTF!!! To me, it's rubbish. To me, if a woman have to close one eye, HEY!! Might as well blind me la!!!
Ask the man to close one eye before expecting me to close!!!
After that night, I was sick...I have to say: VERY sick.
Black took alot of effort to cool my temperature down by patting me with cold dam cloth.
I was very loved but can't help to feel it's all done out of guilt.
He loves me...I know
But I guess "sometime love just ain't enough" to run a marriage.
I have the spending and earning power on my own thus I won't marry a man who thinks that he can come home drunk or even don't come home just because he brings the bread home.
I want a responsible man who knows his priority and limits well.
Just like a man who wants a wife who is understanding and can take proper care of the house while he's out fighting for bread.
I know life has been playing with black & he's trying hard to fight back.
I only pray hard that life will be lenient on him thus he won't have to do live his life this way.....
Black scope up a few dinner days back.
He has been cooking for a few times. All I can say is: I never expect he could cooked dishes like this.
He safely served us with:
- 肉碎蛋
- 蒸虾
- 麻油鸡
- Spagetti
- WanTon mee
- Fish porriage
- Fried rice
The fried rice and fish porriage was "Sedap"
Thumbs up!!! I can say it's even better than mine.
Hope to have more of them in future......
Went to "Si Ma Lu" to pray last sat.
After doing so, we went to the vegetarian restaurant right beside the temple.
The food is really good!!!
Hard to imagine vegetarian food can be so innovative.
it's $38 for 2 person course.
It's valued for money as it can cater to 4 person!!
I can't wait to go back for another lunch!!!!
Last friday
Our HDB first appointment....I was extremely anxious...as I have been very skeptical.
I can't stop thinking that something bad is gonna happen....
everything went smoothly...."Huuuu"
We will be getting the keys on 23rd August.
Everything happened in an blink of my eyes....
Bought the house on June and amazingly....I am getting the house in August.
we weren't even ready......Still I can't help but feel excited about renovating the house and having a house of our own.....一转眼, 我要成为别人的妻子.
What kind of marriage life will I be having??
Will I be in a blissful marriage or do I have to worry for many things...especially my husband....
I could only pray hard, work hard.
Going all out for this marriage..Hoping that my hard work will pay off and this marriage will bloom everlastingly.
As the days get nearer, I gets more and more paranoid.
Some time I wonder if I am having something like "Pre-marriage 恐惧症"
But I guess I think too much!!!
Hope I simply think too much......
This few days, we have been hanging a lot with Feng and Audrey.
They came into my life like guardian angels.....
All thanks to black that I'm blessed to meet friends like them.
These are the friends who truly cares and go all out just for us....Asking nothing in return except the well-being of us.
They have been giving a lot of advices and planning for us on marriage and life.
They are even planning for our wedding which me and black have not went into discussion at all.
I can only say.....life has been kind to place kind souls like them for me to meet.
Today
Bore....thus I went to West coast plaza to do some skin care shopping!!!!
Browsed through ANDYLEE's blog and after recommendation, I bought this....
Learnt it from youtube that by drawing a layer of white eye liner on the bottom lashes follow by another layer of black can enlarge the eyes. $10.90 from canmake.
This works like "marvel gel".
Not scented which is good for sensitive skin!
Got it from Watsons: $42
No.1 selling aqua gel in Japan.
1 sold every 4 seconds in Japan.
Vowed by milllions of woman around the world.
After I tried the tester on my hands, I really like the clean and clear texture.It's stated that this can last up to 4 months.
The is Haba Hydualic acid lotion. recommened by Andy Lee.
6 times more powerful to retain moisture on our skin.
$22.90 from Watson.
It's really HOT-Selling!!!
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