白

白白的婚纱。
长长的裙。
因该是每个女人的梦想，
我也不例外。
It's often saddening to see people posting wedding photo and dinner on FB.
它真的变成了我的梦想，因为它不会实现的。
When I was younger..I often told yrself.. I will have a grand wedding.
It will be held at "water-front grand
Corp hotel"
I truly understand what it means by..having a happy marriage means more than anything else.

I have lost my smile.
The smile from within.
I met a "gift" that ruined my life.
This "gift" of mine...let me have a taste of everything that I nv tot of.
The taste of total loneliness.
Sadness. Helpless.

A person without faith, nothing good to look forward to in life is like walking zombie.