Monday no blues

Today's my first day of work.
After all it ain't that scary.
But first day of work.. I could sense the politics and I am trying not to get into the picture. Overall..my manager is I guess..someone who expect systematic and organized work.
She has high demand and expectation but I guess..with a superior like her, as long as I perform my work and make sure things are properly done, everything will be good.

There's tons of information to absorb and lotsa system to learn.
It's all a matter of time for me to pick it up.

My life's pampered cos of my loving family. Jie Sent me encouraging SMS in the morning and mum called to show her concern.
Best of all..hubby SMS me!!!
Husband smsing wife may be nothing to be "wow" of. But hubby never SMS me to show concern all along.
Whenever he SMS, definitely theres a task for me to do or "come home late" he sent me " how's work today?"
Just 3 simple words and it warms my heart.
Last night I tried to sleep early but as I was nervous. I wasn't in deep sleep.
Hubby pull my arms out to lay in my arms. I was half-asleep though.
It wasn't sweet..but deep down, when ever he did that..I know he needs me.
He don't show it out as he's always trying to be strong and he doesn't want to look weak in front of me.
I feel glad that he needs my hug.
Even if it's during my sleep..I would always b there for him.
Tough times we have now..but I will never leave him as long as he don't hurt me again.
I came to know what's true love only after meeting him. Where thru tough
Times..I still wanna hold him in my hands.
"only if u ever know how much I have for u, u will never make this mistake u once did"

Hooray!!!
Let's work hard for tml!!!