return of the broken me

有没有发现我们之间的问题
我们似乎不再爱的那么甜蜜
许多事我一直放在心里
其实没有你的日子
我已不再那么想你
不让你你看我的泪水滑落
不让你知道我的难过
好久以前我就想对你说
在你眼里我看见了自己的寂寞

it's  been so long ...
really long...I had so much to blog...but since i started my job @ DBS,i have no time to even use thelappy,
Iphone has been the only access for me.

I had my ROM.
Even my house is ready!
It's nv easy to have all this coming...
it's even worse to carry all this responsibililty on my own.

I have tried my best.
Giving in...Talking nicely...
That comes to made me realised, bringing your wife along for some unimportant occassion seems like a shame.
I never know what you are doing.
I never know who are your friends (most)
I never know what you are thinking.

when I look into the eyes of yours, '
I don't see future,
I don't see happiness.
I don't see commitment,
I don't see the readiness to hold a family.



Too tire living for you...
following your way, play by your rules....

Nasty words is all U pinned on me to let others know how horrible I have been...
But I have never insulted U in front of anyone...
As a wife, no matter what, I make sure we talk behind closed doors.
The way u scolded me in front of your family over trivial matter of accidentally closing your YOUTUBE web pages.

I don't need reminder from anyone that that's the way u talk,
That's the volume and the words that carries blades that cuts thru me.
U don't talk this way to your friends, your clients andeven your drinking kaki.
to everyone U are YES-MAN!

Dont' ever take your wife for granted.