My hard work is pay out!!
Work has been really busy..time flies so fast that I don't even have time to pack my table before I left.
Piles of files on my table, tons of email unread. Don't even have the time to surf net unlike my previous job.
Stressful but satisfying.
Have a quarrel with hubby last night.
We smash stuff, use vulgarity.
Both of us have been drained up by work. Mentally as physically tire.
Rizelle's fall off the bed strike the fire btw us. I felt guilty that we have to Show her the ugly side of marriage.
I nearly lost control of myself.
Call me weak or whatever..but since I was born, I have never been through
Such hard time. I was always sheltered, well-taken care of. Even though I don't come from a wealthy family but mum was earning good then. I don't need to work even after my studies. I don't know the hardship in work, the stress of having so much commitment and settling problems all by myself. I can't stand what I am actually going thru now! I bursted out and hubby took over rizelle from my arms and hug me. He kiss my forehead and wipe away my tears...he told me: "dear 我知道你很辛苦".
It's just more than words to describe how I felt when these words came out.
I wish things will improve. "really"
Sis came over for dinner.
She always make it a point to come and visit me at least once a week.
I am blessed to have her as my sis.
She loves us dearly..she's the best treasure someone can ever have!!!
Have been spending lotsa time alone with rizelle Recently..here's all the lovely pic I took!!!
Mummy wanna be in the picture and
Hoping daddy's here too!! Too bad!
Don't worry baby girl..things will get well very soon. Mummy will not let I down.
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