Family day

Woohoo...finally we had our family day out on Sunday.
Have a great time bringing rizelle along with hubby,mumy and ah xiong uncle at Clementi mall.
Bought a toy, Some socks and our home groceries.

Rizelle's so much easier to handle as she grows. She love walking around and looking at things. I felt great to see her enjoying herself.
I am trying to change and improve myself to be a better mummy.
I shan't behave like a crazy mum who can't control her emotions anymore.
I don't know if I am thinking too much or Really there's such thing known as 心连心，after sorting out my thoughts during the past few days of how bad a mother I was, I promise myself that I will learn to love rizelle in the right way and Bond with her as much as I can. Before today, I always don't feel the bond btw us. I am always too tire for her. Amazingly, today we seems to bond. She look into my eyes and chuckle (she never does that to me before). She smiles when she sees me.
I have neglected her. "sorry my darling girl"

In the evening, we had dinner at sushi tei @ Wc place with Feng and Audrey.
They insisted its on their treat for my birthday.
I appreciates their gesture but I don't feel good. I don't like to receive too
Much from others. I felt a little like the poor receiving gifts from the rich.
I am not poor. I just a little tight recently. 有一天，我的好日子回来的。我相信!