愚人节 April 1st "Surprise or Shock"

Went drinking last night...Thus I slept @ 5 am in the morning I guess.
Woke up @ 9am as electricity is down for 1 hours due to some upgrading. Black was going out for work @ Shenton Way. So I asked him if he could drop me @ Alexandra Village (Ah Ma hse) but he rejected me for the very 1st time when it's a convenient drop by.
Reason: 我在赶时间
I don't intend to bath or make up anyway as I  can do it there BUT...算了.
while trying to go back to my sleep, my phone rings...
"姊 Baby 不见了!!!"  
I din't even brush my teeth or change my clothes. I just went out!!
In the cab, I am wondering...(Eh...今天 April Fool leh...) but I have a mixed feelings. kinda like 50/50.
When I reached Ah ma hse, my sister is searching high & low. I know it's NOT APRIL FOOLS.


Reason told on why baby went lose: Ah ma is burning "Kim-Zhua" outside the door & she forgots to close the gate.


Deep down my flame is burning like the "Kim-Zhua". My Anger is on-top of my head. But she's 啊嬷.
I MUST NEVER lost control to her. To others, it may just be a DOG...To me, she's my FAMILY!!
I would rather she die in front of me than not knowing where she has gone.
I went searching high & low, tracing for urine marks. Asked the shop owners downstairs. Went to knock on doors of the same block. I know Baby loves to visit houses that has dogs. I went to this particular unit upstairs 啊嬷 unit, saw a dog. A lil girl came out. I asked if she has seen my dog. She shake her head. So I left. The searching carries on until I am exhausted from the Alcohol and lack-of-sleep. Took a nap with Eden & my sis.


"Knock KnocK" My sis went to open the door, so I followed. I saw the lil girl which I approached earlier on with her mum I think. She told me our dog might be in the clinic which she went just awhile ago after I approached them. She overheard a conversation between the nurses N remembered her daughter telling her regarding my approach. I went down to the clinic N indeed it's baby!!!!
Guess what! They took her in yesterday....IT'S YESTERDAY!! Nothing to do with 啊嬷 's praying.
Culprit: My Mum
Piss to say: this is the SECOND time.
Forget it.....as long as she's back. Nothing else matters. I have come to a close encounter that shows me what it really means when the saying goes "Whatever its yours... will always be, Whatever that's not.. will NEVER be." Isn't it ironical???
I approach the lil girl. ..
coincidentally her mum is not feeling well...
& so fated that she will go into that particular clinic...
Best of all...of all times since last night till this afternoon. The nurses chose to talk about it just when the lil girl's mum is waiting for her turn.
Not before she came in or after she finish her consultation..IT's @ that TIME.
"Everything Happens for A Reason" I know that long ago!!
But today....I see the magic of it all.
Today's incident make me have a change of my view at a lot of things. Still I have to thank all gods & Jesus for answering to my prayers.
I am a lucky girl. I have to cherish EVERYTHING I have now and I have learnt that ANYTHING that's gone is not a LOST, it's a reason for something else to happen.


Oh..I just remembered that I get to overheard this song in radio. Very sweet N I love it. The first thing that comes to my mind after hearing this song is " no others but black"







I really wish to tell him this:


你開始會計劃未來了


很忙也會記得抽空聯絡




你做的事我都看見了


不再去堅持意见讓彼此難過










我的三個願望:
    第一個希望你能健康開朗


　第二個希望我能更懂體諒


　第三個希望我們永遠有話講


Till now he don't know abt my blog. I really do wants him to see the sweet nice parts...BUT based on his character, if he were to see all the "not -so-friendly-to-him" posting". He's gonna haunt me for the rest of my life in blogging. Better play safe than never.