I felt different this time. For the past few times, I could somehow feel that she will be back.
I can't find this feelings anymore.
For some...they may think..it's just a dog, why made a big "hoo-ha". U can buy another one anyway.
I didn't cry this time round. But I cannot run away from the fact that I missed her so much.
She's been with me for 11 years. Since Secondary 2.
She's my 1st puppy.
She give birth to 3 lovely puppies for me.
She licks me on my cheek when I am sad.
Overall this years, she brought so much joy, laughter for me.
she's a dog indeed. But she has become part of my family, a big part of me.
She waits for me @ the gate while I am out having fun myself without her.
She wig her tails & scream like a mad dog when she sees me @ the door.
I felt so guilty.
Guilty for not being able to give her a proper home.
Guilty for not being able to have her by my side. (Maybe that's the reason she keeps running away from my grandma house)
Guilty for not bringing her for a walk every evening knowing that she loves to go "gai-gai"
Guilty for not making a tag for her the 1st time she's lost.
Baby.... Where are you?
Mummy miss you...
Please come back...
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