雨天

最近心情 is just like the weather now adays.
Sudden Warm or rain....
Receive a call just now from nanako. (My old time besties)
We've been friends for like decades. Attended same primary sch & Sec.
Called to apologise for not attending my birthday as she's in HK.
LoL. She was asking if I am OK! As she read my blog & it seems like I am kinda unnhappy.
She said: " 看你每次都很 happy 的". She never expect I would write emo post.
On second tots...I am someone who don't like to talk to friends about my problems.
To me, being together with friends is all abt being happy & having lotsa fun.
谁没有烦恼....没有不快乐的时候?

I am no more a lil girl whom I used to be. A barbie doll or Macdonald is not what it takes to make a grown-up get over unhappiness.
长大了才明白妈妈说的: " 做小孩子最好".
很简单的一句话....With inexplicable meaning.
多希望可以像小时候...
-When the sun is so hot, I can hide inside mummy's T-shirt when we r outside.
- Cry when we R unhappy & mummy will give me a hug  & kiss on my forehead.
- Lost my temper & mummy will always give in.
Simply because U know she will NEVER forsake U. She's always there to shower her love. Always ready to protect U from anything.

With the increase in years of age, the % of things that's going to leave you increase too.
Everything beside you or things/people that you have now may be vulnerable to disappear.
Things can never be as simple & Naive.
Crying won't get you what you want.
Losting temper won't makes someone giving in.
Things belonging to U now may not be yrs forever.
We simply have to learn to accept the arrangment of our life & fate.