爱情不能作比较 Theory

Went for badminton with Ah teck & Venus aka (Fann Wong).
was suppose to play for 2 hrs. But Teck woke me up late as he overslept too.
Took cab down. Was waiting for them as ah teck went to buy a "prince" racket @ queensway.
He's determine to keep this a long-term sports. Really like the feel of the racket. Thus in the end,
We only played for an hour. after that in-order to burn more energy, they went for a swim & jacuzzi.
Than we went to IKEA to browse for bed as this banana man aka Ah teck wanted to get a new bed.
End up going to Great world City though. After I am done @ GWC, Black came to pick me up! don't know why but I feel kinda happy to see him today! I guess we really need to spent more time seperately in order to enjoy the quality company of each other.

Black says that he's office is some how gonna be ready soon. It should be a good news but I felt another way. Cos this time this office is for his renovation company which doesn't involve me. As I am doing freight with him. But the freight biz is somehow....不知道怎样说. Everyday is just feeling distance from what he's doing. Who he met up or where he went. Looking from another angle, It's perfectly normal. most couple is like this, 有什么大不了的....thus I won't 无理取闹. Yet Somehow I felt uncomfortable with this new way of having a relationship running. 爱情不能作比较 (Who don't understand this)! But "Err is Human".
If ALL logic can be EASILY apply to our life Especially when it comes to 感情, that we will all be SAINT.
 Moreover I have been with Mic for 4 years. Everyday we are together 24/7. I don't hold anymore BG feeling towards Mic anymore...BUT who can forget the memories you once had with someone. In relationship there's only "LET-GO" never ever "Forget" especially long-term commited ones unless you lost your memories. (我说得对吗?) I used to know "EVERYTHING" Mic does. Whatever he do, I play a BIG part ( I really mean BIG!) I am involve in every single thing he do. Everyday every Sec I will know what he's doing (95% accuracy). Wherever he goes, he brings me along without me asking. Even going downstairs to meet someone I don't know. Maybe to alot of ppl, it's like "Super-glue" but that's how we get so close yet in the end it became a big hindle though. Can anyone believe it? We wake up almost everyday @ the same time, eat all meals together (unless he takes a nap), even when I goes to the toilet he will acc me as I am afraid to go alone in the middle of the night (As in he wait outside the toilet). NOW everything is diff. It's perfectly alright towards the way black runs a relationship, everyone has their ways but I find it hard to adapt. NOT because of Mic, it's because I am someone who loves to do everything together. Share everything. Do you pick up the calls when your partner's phone rings?? I used to. Now I don't! Cos I don't know MOST of black's friends. There's somehow a wall that's between us. I don't know anything abt his work. N who the hell is all those names that he talks about over the phone? They all sounds strangers to me. But summing up everything. I do love him whole-heartedly. Is that what ppl always say " love is about loving an imperfect person perfectly". I guess so. It may be a tough route I have chosen since 1 year ago...but I will hang on.